Tender Romance

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2006-04-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

Connel's grandma passed away... Haaayy... Conn, I know that you're sad pero I'm juz here okay?? and told ya naman na Yaw ko makita na you're sad...

anyhoo....

Lawrence texted me that he's sorry daw.. but who cares?? the hell I care?? cheh...

Guess what? friends na kami ni Vlad.. haha

I got 5 cute tops, 2 mini's, 3 books, choc'lits, soap, bags and Prada stilletos mehn all from LONDON!!!! THANKS TO MY BRO...

to Grysh

2006-04-06T18:23:00.000+08:00

Look, I dunno if we're still friends... but, lemme tell ya that I'm always here for you...

next time, juz be sure of what you're saying,...well, I dont wanna believe that you're envy or something.. then....... You don't know me that much for you to say those words okay? --we don't even talk 24/7...

I'm NOT a feeler... when I'm mad--I'm mad!!! I'm not afraid to show people how I feel.. okay?? I'm not afraid on any fights or whatsoever.. basta... I juz hate people who are plastic...

whatelse? If there's a prob bout a person's attitude--better talk to that person-- and you need not to blog those things..

NOW WE'RE COOL.. I'M NOT MAD ANYMORE... AS LONG AS YOU'LL BE TRUE TO YOURSELF

(It's up to you if you wanna delete this blog na..)

a letter..

2006-02-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Dear you, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. Even though I did my best, still it's not enough. I'm sorry i have problems. I'm not perfect, please don't hate me. I'm sorry coz I gave you my love. I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart and ripped it to peices. You broke my heart.. The sharp peices much have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about you so much, when you forgot all about me.. I guess you were too busy coz of school??. I'm sorry for putting you through everything, and it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer through my un-wanted love. I'm really very sorry..

Maybe i made a huge mistake by going out with you. & maybe i was wrong to fall for you. but whatever i did wrong, the biggest mistake i made, was believing everything you said. By trusting you, i ended up giving you a piece of me, & letting you see a part of me that not many people do. i wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love. & you did..

there are times when i wanna be free, flirting & able to do whatever; yeah that's me. but then there are times when i get lonely. when i want someone to hug me, kiss me, simply love me.. haaay..

can't believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, but one day it just got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you're really gone. I wish I could make you come back..but tears, wishes, and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little more..

My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and youâ€™re floating. Floating in mid-air. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other personâ€™s eyes but I can't..

Haaay.. I'm not mad at you or somethin.. We're friends right?? and no matter what, I'm juz here for you okay??

2006-02-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

I haaaaaaaaaaaaaave xoooooooooo many problems right now

with Conn

2006-01-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

I'm with Conn from 10-1:30pm..

Gosh.... la lng...

He told me na we have somethin in common raw... Oh! Grysh, you're my twin nga...

Grysh is my twin.. hehe

++i dont trust my calssmates na.. I hate them!!! Errrr...++

new layout..

2006-01-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

I edited a new layout for our webbie. Yehey!! I don't know why, but I really like this skin. It's so sweet kasi eh! Haha.. ^_^ Hope you'll like it the way I did, Melle.. c",)

2006-01-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

This photo was taken in States.. Errrr.. I look like a Sh*t.. Hmmm.. I'm stil not in the mood to make kwento about my US tour.. Here's one thing: I'm freeeeeezing... +to be continued+

2005-12-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

This is what I got from Hollywood.. hahaha awwww... Oh my!! It's brad!!! Gosh gosh!! hihi Lolz.. I swear Hollywood is hella fun!! I luuuurve beverly hills so much!!

not here for Christmas Day..

2005-12-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Waah!! I'll mizz texting you, Melle! I'll be leaving by December 23th. I'm going to Hong Kong Disnetland.. Hay.. I won't be celebrating Christmas here in Pinas. Haha.. ^_^ I have so many projects to do!! I'm going crazy!!!!

sooo errrr...

2005-12-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

Misssss you too Grysh..

I hate some of my blockmates... Errrr.. I couldn't imagine that behind my back they're backstabbing me... Someone said "si Mel? she's kind naman eh, yun lang super arte.." hmmm... I know that I'm maarte and it's natural!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I grew up in an environment surrounded by people who are like this(maarte) and the hell I care?! atLeast, I'm myself and...... nevermind.. I dont wanna be rude or something...

Mimi's said be nice to them daw.. Oh well, I'm nice naman ah?? so errrrrrrr talaga..

++Melle++

hello

2005-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

hi, I miss you a lot na.. Hehe..

You know what? I don't trust my friends in chool anymore...

Waah, I'm so miserable...

hellow!

2005-11-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

hi,, hehe.. I was finally able to go ol. Anyway, thanks for greeting me a happy birthday nga pla. I received the message thrice! Haha.. Sorry I wasn't able to reply. No load eh.. Hehe...

I really like your blogspot. Just visited it last night.. Teeheehee... The layout is so cute.. ^_^

I'm so speechles na.. goodluck na lang with you and Conn. Hope you guys would last long. Have a happy marriage!! Wahaha.. -> joke.

Birthday

2005-11-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

3 more days before Grysh's birthday.. My Gaaaaawd I should makepecial post for her.. Hmmm..

++melle++

nice one!

2005-11-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

Melle!! I so LoVe the layout.. Haha.. So cute!! Nax!! Haha... (",) Thanks for giving condolence to my friend. I miss her a lot na. Too bad she won't be with us tomorrow..

Tomorrow is our field trip and I am so excited about it. We're going to Subic. This may sound weird but It's my first time to Subic.. Haha.. I bought a lot of chips and drinks. I'll double check my things later on. I might have forgotten something else.

To Melle's friends,
We're all cool na, right? Add me up naman on friendster.
e-mail: cutemegz4ever@yahoo.com

i made another mistake: I made another heart break..

2005-11-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

Errr.. I'm sad right now and it's because of James.. ;-( Well, I should be happy coz Choi is my boyfriend but why am I sad?Well, I think, the reason why I'm sad is because I had feelings for James na.. hmm... I really don't know.. James,I made a letter for you.. hope so that you're able to read this one:

To: Mr. James Angelo Lee,
hmm.. Sorry, and I just wanna let you know that it wasn't an easy decission for me. Why? coz I have to consider 2 things: 1)your feelings and 2) what's next after this..The thing I told ya this morning doesn't make me feel right.. Just like you--I also opened up and shared you a part of me.. I also gave you a chance & please believe me that I really tried my best to love you.. It's not only you, who's in pain right now--but also me!! I really mean it when I told you before that "I'm falling".. Don't think that niloko kita-coz it's not true.. You're also not being replaced ok? You did not do anything & it's really my fault.. I also feel alone right now.. haaay.. All I can say is THANK YOU..Thanks for loving me..I believe you, but it's too late.. I'm sorry..I hope that things are still the same--like you being my crying shoulder, singing,talkin' to me & more.. Don't worry, I'm still the Mel you ones knew.. I'm always here for you naman eh.. I promise you that you'll enjoy being my friend for the meantime..

++Melle++

sssad..

2005-11-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Condolence to Grysh's barkada--Jewelyn.. Hmm.. you may say thatI may be feeling close but, I'm also concerned coz you're the friend of my friend.. vague? well, that's it.. Juz be strong and try to move on.. hehe though we dont know each other--whenever you got a prob--I'm juz here..

++Melle++

new blog..

2005-11-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I am so addicted to blogs.. First, I created my blog. Then, I created our Barkada's blog. Lastly, I created this blog for Melle and me.. Hmm.. Guess I just feel like it.. My friends must not know about this.. They still hate Melle for what she did.. But that is past, and we are starting all over again. Without letting my friends know about this.. Hehe..

Hmm.. Welcome to our blog.. I know "Gurlz from the block" sounds really lame. However, it was the first thing that popped into my mind. Hehe.. Dapat nga may "pretty" pa un before the word gurlz eh.. Haha.. Pero parang I'm so kapal na.. Hehe.. Anyway, tc...

melle: you acn edit anything if you want.. Haha...

grysh (",)